Sunday 8 May 2011

None know now

None know now what once I was. Stillness now after I felt I floated offward, improbable as a half heard shadow, feeeling dodgy by default. I try to twist into memories, wonder why they seem so recalled while others seem locked away like a dream of a long forgotten day dream that won't return. Turn the key from the inside, leap out at me shocking me with suprise and a lightened heart.

Yes, none know now what once I was and I include myself in their number. I stumble, fall and land here still, unencumbered by the awful rage, impotent as a raven's shriek, but the lock turns behind me, unable to scream or sing instead am I as silent as a gossamer web, or uncluttered fingers, or toes of lead.